Have you ever felt that you are dying inside and out?
mentally and physically
Sometimes, everything is overwhelming.
They are lost in the sea named city. They are lost in themselves.
Human in city trap plants to be with them. They put plants in pots, glasses, baskets and on wall. These plants are trapped by humans. Human-beings are also trapped by themselves, by others. The company of plants make them less lonely.
In city, we trap plants.
In landscape, we are trapped by them.
We trap plants and plants trap us.
When I was in Blackwood, I was out of direction. I was trapped among the woods. Like how we trap plants in city. Woods were with me, but I was still alone.
In the woods, I felt that I was trapped by the trees, and other vegetation. I was isolated and even alienated, but the plants were with me. I could not hold my eager to bring some of them back. I want to be with them, make them my companions. I want to touch them, the softness of them. Hope they can heal part of me.